Monday, August 14, 2006

This post is gonna be about You, so if You couldn't care less about it, Fuck off and just piss off.

I guess we were just a tragedy huh? All we ever were, were a fucked up tragedy and You? You were my greatest sin. You were my greatest sin and we were a tragedy, thats how we were, if You wanted it to be put simply.

It was sorta mutual yet fatal, I knew You were going to leave when I receive your first text, I guess I should have stop replying from that moment then I could still live in my sweet denial that You're still here.

" Whatever. I'm already gone."
Bam, those words hit me hard in the face. The greatest fall I ever had, and this time, It hurt like crap but I guess I was not surprise so What the hell, I guess I should be gone too huh. I really wonder if You ever thought for me, What a great time to break it off I say. Then again, You never really had great time management, Or should I said, You never could do the time management part. And You know what, it just hit me that I wasn't the only selfish one here, You were too. I guess I took everything, the promise, the hurt and everything as fucked up and as this and all you did was care if You were happy or bitter. I guess, I had known better.

" would you release me from my promise."
What the fuck, If You were going to leave, If you were going to break the promise, why make me do the shit, so thank You, girl. Now, when i look back after all this angst, I'd fucking regret releasing You from it. And guess what, Here's to getting the shit again. Cheers. ( Shall I get the champagne?)

Hey baby, my life is a little messed up now, cause I never knew how to love You less. I never could learn how to yeah. My bad, My bad. And guess what, its not like I didn't knw how much we were falling apart already, I did all I could, You just said " You're weird." Ha ha, Guess what? I think you're abnormal. Dig that, I guess, You should really know, You're abnormal.

So, I was thinking, If you even bother to read this, And You get pissd. Well, Hello there, I'm just as pissd so You know, Spare me some will You? I'm just a human, gimme a break here and lemme rant cause You know what, I'm just at the verge of just breaking down.

But, maybe, just maybe, You'd think I had enough of taking the tears already huh? Maybe if You'd step back and see what the fuck You're doing, Maybe just maybe, things would have been a tad different. Then again, that wouldn't be You.

The You, I love,
And hate.
Oh the irony.

okay, guess what, i'm tired of ranting already.
Pray for me people, I have a biology test tmrw and guess what, You chose the best timing ever to break it to me. All You cared about was whether You were happy or not. Oh wait, Don't get me started AGAIN. I hate to do repetitions like You.

You left,
Again, and again, and again.

I could go on, all night.

And for the record, I am not surprised.

" Why? Do You still love me?"
"No, Gdnite."
Goodnight.

Okay, okay, so that whoever's reading doesnt think this is fucking emo,
Goodnight world. :)
Oh, doesn't smileys do wonders. Ha.
Noche. <3
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She burst into the room, hoping and wishing, that she'd still be there. But she realised she's been sitting outside the door for far too long, in sweet denial. She shouted her name into the empty darkness, but she was just too little, too late. The one she love, had already gone.

Heaven got back their angel,
And now,
I'm missing an angel.

I lost You somewhere along this bitterness,
And lost myself in sweet denial.

10:06 PM

Mine

Rant rant rah rah

Thanks

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